So, I've still been journaling but have totally neglected/ forgotten about blogging. It's weird, but there's something intimidating about making thoughts so public. I know the world doesn't read my blog, but they could, and that's scary. I need to learn a balance of what I tell people and what I don't. I've always been honest, but there are a lot of things I keep to myself, more things that I tell to complete strangers, and even less that I tell my friends.
Going through religious crisis can really isolate you. Though I was the one doing the distancing. I've realized that I judge myself a lot FOR other people, and pretend like it is them being condescending. Instead it is my internal self and projection.
I have two jobs now, one as a waitress at a pub and the other as a h.s. speaker. Both are challenging and rewarding, neither pay health insurance. :P I have the next couple days off and thought about going to the coast. But the beach is a very lonely place to be alone at for me. I had a boyfriend for about 3 months and dated a few guys before that. It's been interesting, that's for sure. I've learned a lot about myself and what I'm looking for.
All of the new Simpsons episodes have sucked, so I've started watching Family Guy and South Park. Both shows make me laugh incessantly. I also love watching youtube clips of Jeff Dunham. Achmed the dead terrorist and Jose Jalepeno on a Stick are my favorite.
http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=1uwOL4rB-go
Tuesday, March 11, 2008
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